Each evening I will share my prayers, thoughts , accomplishments, songs, from that day- I see light at the end of a very long tunnel-
“For he is the living God
and he endures forever;
his kingdom will not be destroyed,his dominion will never end.
He rescues and he saves;
he performs signs and wonders in the heavens and on the earth.
Good morning Father- I’m ready for my walk with you- I’ve been distracted- I’m ready to come back completely to you in these days. And to find myself again, to come back to myself, my husband, my farm, my dreams. To be who you intended for me to be- with your help we can get back on track- Please, wash away the webbing from my eyes, my heart and my mind; So that I might see clearly once more, and hear the needs around me. To be the good wife to my husband, to be the good listener to my friends and family, to serve where you guide me without hesitation or fear. To open my heart again to the love that is hidden. Wash away the scars that blind me. I want to hear you again without straining, in the wind , the birds songs, in the thunder, in the sun and moons rise and setting, in the winking of the stars. I bless you my Father, my Brother, my Spirit within me. You Trinity that is mine , for me and for all who ask. You, who are individually unique to everyone for everyone, yet you are uniquely your own. I have missed being completely with you, in my darkness. Help me, on our walk, to rekindle the fire that lights my path, that is you. Thank you My father …my friend—
Today I read Daniel 1 to begin this walk.
My take away:
17 To these four young men God gave knowledge and understanding of all kinds of literature and learning. And Daniel could understand visions and dreams of all kinds.
***( you gave me gifts in my life and I closed them off, you gave me this home in which to heal and become stronger and I covered myself in it and hid after a time and became stiff and unable to rise above my cover. Help me to push up from the heavy layers dust that are guilt and remorse – resentment confusion- pain- help me to regain strength of assurance, mind and body- make me limber again both mentally and physically- Please. I want to stand with you again )
—–added thoughts today:
I have trusted you with hesitation; and I am sorry.
(Song today- from Godspell- Day by Day)
Prayer thought:Verse of the Day
No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it.
1 Corinthians 10:13 NIV